First Blog

        
So, I'm sitting here, freshly decided to start blogging. I have so much to say, but NOW I've lost my words. SO MANY THINGS HAPPENED IN SUCH LITTLE TIME. To shorten things, I don't have much RESPECT for men. I have lost this respect A LONG WHILE AGO. When I was so young, probably during my elementary years. Maybe this is a good thing? I'm already an Independent female like my mother. I will never rely on someone else, especially a living MALE. Its the way they think, its the way they act, its the way they TALK. Its how they think they know whats best for women and that WOMEN need them. Whenever I hear a male (Esp. one whom doesn't pay a LICK of child support) say something about how we're living is wrong. When I am still so young, and am already doing SOOO much better than that MAN. Let me BE the first to tell you, I AM NOT PERFECT. I never want to be , and NEVER will be. I am ME, and ME only. THANK GOD. CAUSE I sure do NOT know how to be anyone else. Last night I ended my relationship with my father. I want ABSOLUTELY nothing to do with me. Yes I cried my eyes out, until my head was pounding with pain, my eyes swollen and my stomach churning with disgust. Entirely because its so DIFFICULT to end any ties with your father whom you were forced to love since day UNO. This is a DIFFICULT journey, that so many people have to endure, but it is also so SICK, so flawed. I wish I never met the man. He should have left since DAY one. So I wouldn't ever have to even think of the pain and heartache I am going through, but yet again, i thank him. As chaotic as that sounds, he has given me strength and experience. I can conquer all things. I am going to begin my life, without him......

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